EagleEyesMcJohnson

Hey, guys. Sure has been a while since I've written one of these! Anyway, I guess you can say that I'm a lot better off than I was. I'm keeping negativity out of my life from now on. But I wanna keep this short and sweet, so I don't wanna talk about that stuff anymore. I'm starting to write again, so let me get into my groove and you might FINALLY see me crank out some short stories. Fingers crossed!

It's just shy of three months into school. My roommate has been gone for two months and I have the room to myself for who knows how long. I've fallen out of love with my major and I am disinterested in my classes. It feels like nothing can make me happy any more. I get into this awful mood and I can't help but feel sorry for myself and I'm disgusted by that, so I try and pull myself out of it. I feel like I get better and just when I think I'm happy everything crashes back down and I feel so much worse than before and all I want to do is sleep but I can't because everything has gotten too far ahead of me and if I trip once I stumble down this

It's a pretty quiet night.  I'm sitting at the front desk, "working".  Jeff brought me pizza and we decorated his hallway.  He turned out alright.  Although I work here, I'm relieved that I will never have to live in Norton again.  I live across campus where the people are eccentric, cool and open-minded, and where my dorm looks like Gryffindor, lions and all.  I have just one lovely roommate and her twin brother to look forward to meeting, though she insisted on several Skype sessions beforehand.  I can be myself and not have to worry about judgment whenever I walk into my room.  I can be MYSELF! I'll still have to be around those that have